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I wanted to ask why this is: why is it that in the constant journey to try to improve myself I constantly shun those who love me or try to help me.  I still have no idea.  I want to … Continue reading →

dear friends, all of you have been great during the past… all of my life.  i don’t know why i’m acting particularly desperate because of this recession.  i have always been poor, except i didn’t have bills back then, that’s … Continue reading →

Sadness, For a few days now I forgot you existed until today I was reminded that you do.  Twice.  I don’t really smile much, laugh or sing.  Yes, I have my guitar, but singing and playing guitar give you a … Continue reading →

I wish I could ask you advice about yourself because only you know how to best handle someone or something like you.  I just can’t do it alone.  It’s easy to know someone is crazy when they actually act crazy … Continue reading →

Why are you like this? I’ve known since I was 9 that there was something wrong with you.  I just always got it and I see it more and more today.  You’re depressed and uninterested in life.  You ask pointless … Continue reading →

Hi Ingrid, You just realized that you don’t believe blood equals family and you feel terrible.  You ask yourself why you can connect better with friends than with blood relatives and you tried listening to Oprah’s advice about treating them … Continue reading →

I still see you.  In fact, I hallucinate a lot lately and hear/see things that aren’t really there.  And I don’t exactly blame you but I know that those meditation exercises are having too much of an effect.  They are … Continue reading →

Losan Simian, I officially started hating you as of this Sunday.  Yes, I used the word hate, I’ve been feeling so much of it lately and you just pushed me into making it worse.  I don’t know what kind of … Continue reading →

Hello again, I think you are starting to lose your heart and objective for living.  If you weren’t then you wouldn’t feel so numb all the time and your morbid thoughts would actually scare you.  Either way, I just think … Continue reading →

Dear cockroaches in my kitchen, I never thought I’d ever wish death unto another creature in the earth but I am sick and tired of all of you!  I spend half my day cleaning and for what?  You come back … Continue reading →